I got out everything I had to say to him tonight over IM...
I'm left feeling dazed and unsure, but at least i was able to garble it all out there...i wish he were more responsive, in general, but at least he didn't tell me to go fuck myself.
I don't exactly feel hopeful, but I feel like I've said all I can, and if it helps, then good, and if it doesn't then I tried as hard as I could...who can ask for more than that?
