Last night I had the most vivid dream...for some reason I cannot fathom in my waking life I decided to go back out with JC. He even called me Chris once and I got dream indignant and he somehow made me forget that too...nothing could take away the ache in the pit of my stomach about how wrong I knew it all was though. Very strange dream. And to top it off I woke up feeling like death, (I blame the novacaine going through my system from the evil dentist who marred my gum yesterday!) and it screws up all my day plans, but still, all I can think about is the dream/nightmare.
