My grandmother died. I don't know if we're going to NY to see her buried, or if they're going to have a memorial service later or what. If we are, I'll end up jumping in a car some time tommorow and staying with my mother in a shitty hotel room for 3 days. Plus I have school shit to do now and on top of it all I feel like a complete asshole because I did the typical thing and put off going to see her till it was too late. Now all the questions I could have asked will go unanswered, and I'll have to remember forever that the last time she saw me I was with fuck-head. I have to go get high...
