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I am sad. I know it's stupid because I'm really not losing anything at all. I still have a great friend, we'll still see each other at least 3 days a week, and things will probably actually be better once we're separate and back on even ground.

But my heart is heavy. I'm going to miss him being around, and when he leaves tonight, even though I'll see him 6 hours later it'll still hurt. Leaving work will be strange, because we won't be going "home" together. Great, here I go again, leaking like some sort of sad schoolgirl. I need to get it together. I have to focus on all the things I'll be able to enjoy, not all the things I'll miss. I have to let it go.

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