I had an interesting breakthrough today about Jon. I know that he has some sort of idea of me in his head, and I wonder day in and day out (like you could probably sumise from this journal) about what he thinks of me. I did come a little step closer today though. I know that we have connected on a rather significant level in our lives, mostly unspoken. Maybe thats why he holds on so long and so strong...at least I've seen the real him, and not the him he shows to the rest of the world.
