Yet another day :/
My grandmother has totally regressed as far as a human being possibly can I think...she's no longer talking, or moving, or even blinking...she just half sleeps and you can hear her breathe from 15 feet away. Its so scary...watching people die has to be the worst thing I've ever seen in my life. It brings back terrible memories, of times long past that I couldn't stand then. And people ask why I am having such a bad semester...I totally need to just fuck off and die.
And yesterday my biggest problem was Jon...jesus christ I hate myself.
