I'm feeling so overwhelmed. I need a job, but I already promised I'd do the frigging blueberry gig starting in July, so no one is going to hire me for a month. I want so badly for this website thing to work out, but its so fucking daunting. I know I *can* do it, but I wish I had some help. The internet just wants to sell me 500 different kinds of help, but I can't buy another damn thing.
I think I'm going to go to bed, and get a fresh start when I get up. JC isn't going to be here again (of course) but this time at least it will be good for concentration.
