<3 early pregnancy tests which lay fears to rest.
Now, if only I could deal with why JC has this line as his profile:
"...and in your own mind you know you're lucky just to know her..."
Didn't really mean much to me, until I heard it in context, in the song "Elephant" by the White Stripes:
You�ve got her in your pocket
And there�s no way out now
Put it in the safe and lock it
�Cause it�s home sweet home
Nobody ever told you that it was the wrong way
To trick a woman, make her feel she did it her way
And you�ll be there if she ever feels blue
And you�ll be there when she finds someone new
What to do
Well you know
You keep her in your pocket
Where there�s no way out now
Put it in the safe and lock it
�Cause it�s home sweet home
The smile on your face made her think she had the right one
Then she thought she was sure by the way you two could have fun
But now she might leave like she�s threatened before
Grab hold of her fast before her feet leave the floor
And she�s out the door
�Cause you want
To keep you in your pocket
Where there�s no way out now
Put it in the safe and lock it
�Cause it�s home sweet home
And in your own mind you know you�re lucky just to know her
And in the beginning all you wanted was to show her
But now you�re scared
You think she�s running away
You search in your hand for something clever to say
Don�t go away
�Cause I want
To keep you in my pocket
Where there�s no way out now
Put it in the safe and lock it
�Cause it�s home sweet home
Home sweet home
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So now he's either managed to fuck up another relationship completely in the last 2 1/2 months, or he's finally figured out he fucked it up pretty majorly with me, and is feeling just a tid bit emotive about it.
I dont know. I shouldn't care, but I loved him a long time, and though the idea of him pining away does fill me with a vindictive joy, it also scares the crap out of me. But for now I'm going to sleep so I can rest up for my possible encounter with Jon tommorow night. <3!
