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Well, I did dig up that little black book, and boy oh boy do I remember why the FUCK it is I don't get myself tangled up with him. I feel so fucking stupid. Add to that, I'm hormonal, so I end up doing things like crying to that fucking Haddaway song "what is love". Pathetic, I know. That means the good ole red flood is iminent, as I don't usually go into theatrics over cheesy 90's songs (ok, well at least not full blown, tears and all, theatrics) and that does re-affirm my test that I am indeed not carrying his child. Which is good. But with the mood I'm in, I might have liked to scare him a bit. It wouldn't have done any good, he can see straight through me. It's most of why I love him, and all of why I hate him.
A Beautiful Lie lie awake in bed at night it's a beautiful lie its time to forget about the past |