I am weak as water.
All yesterday and today I have told myself the things that keep me from calling him. Keep me from blurting out things like "sleep with me now before the red monster arrives" and "it's ok, use me until you're done, I like it".
Then, like always, he calls when I need it most and all of a sudden he'll be here later. To wallow in one of our first actvity together: burning CD's. Of course, back in the day it used to take half an hour to burn one, and that left ample groping time. Now they pop out in just under 7 minutes, and we've (sorta) moved past the groping phase.
But, he'll be here, in the flesh, and the exquisite pain can go on just a little bit longer.
