All the things I have to say take too much explaining.
My life is on a left turn I choose somewhat maddeningly. But if I'm totally honest I love it just the way it is. Even with the awful platonic overtones, cuz hey I wouldn't be me without some agonizing excessive "feelings" and something to worry myself over. If it wasn't unattainable yet tantalizingly just in reach then I wouldn't be interested.
I really do believe that this time the summons worked. It has to have. I need this.
